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Saturday, November 15, 2008
Im having high fever ryte now
40degree actually
Hmss..yea i shud be sleeping
but my mind is so jam-packed with thoughts &qns i cnt answer
HAISSSSSK

Yesterday i had a lil chat with dearest mimin;cousin
i din expect myself to cry so hard
i've kept everything inside..
& letting it go waas much more painful dat i tot it wud be..
she said im a strong girl
but u know wad..im nt strg anymore..
i can't handle it all alone anymore...

I dunno why things turn-ed out like dat last night
Now im having a headache thinking if wad i did was right
i never felt so weak like this 4 a long long time
now i feel like a complete LOSER
i completly lost this "battle"
im a liar but i can't lie to myself

i dunno wad to do nxt
i guess its best i just keep myself low
haiss..having a terrible headache
feels like my head is gonna split into two any moment

gosh i cannt stop myself frm crying
i cried myself to sleep yesterday
ppl who knw me..wud knw im stronger den this
but somehow i cnt handle all of this..

im sorry..

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