My cousin Jeff asked me a sensitive qns..
a qns i've been trying to avoid..
About e others knwg about me&raz..
siapa e others?
well only who knows will understand k.
esp mimin &jeff..
I tot about this even before e r/s
i knew dat it was impossible to avoid..
but i cudn't help falling in love.
falling in love is sumthing we don't plan to do..
its sumthing dat just happened naturally..
am i gonna lose someone i love again?
am i gonna paksa diri jst for other's happiness?
am i gonna pretend i don't care & just move on?
like i did with e last relationship?
e day i do one of those is gonna come..
& i can't stand it
but to know im gonna lie again..
dat im gonna hurt e one i love..
& im gonna leave him broken hearted
i dunno wad to do..
but i don't wanna go thru it all again..
my heart feels like breaking into pieces..
b..i din mean to do all these..
i din want these too..haisk..
its sumthing dat just happened naturally..
am i gonna lose someone i love again?
am i gonna paksa diri jst for other's happiness?
am i gonna pretend i don't care & just move on?
like i did with e last relationship?
e day i do one of those is gonna come..
& i can't stand it
but to know im gonna lie again..
dat im gonna hurt e one i love..
& im gonna leave him broken hearted
i dunno wad to do..
but i don't wanna go thru it all again..
my heart feels like breaking into pieces..
b..i din mean to do all these..
i din want these too..haisk..
